Ok so its been forever since i've written on here, sorry guys.

For all that are wondering or have heard rumors, yes Daniel and I are broken up, if u want to know about it ask me but i don't really feel like posting it on here.

No i am not wanting another realtionship, its too hard getting over this one.

I will be home for christmas, Dec. 20-25 and leaving christmas day to come back to spfld to work.

if u have myspace look me up on there as well, and my site there is fucked up so i think i am going to delete it and start over! until then i will talk to you later

Signed, no longer feeling like a princess

OK so i hate life right now, i have made a huge mistake in the past and there is nothing i can do to make it go away! I am so sorry to the one person i care about the most, i never meant to hurt you, honestly, and i want you to know how sorry i am and how much i love you.

i pretty much just want to curl up and not have to face another day if its not with the only person i have ever truely cared for, and i realize that that will take a while and unfortunatley i realize that it may never happen again. until it does or doesn't for that matter, i am sorry but i will no longer be going out to clubs and bars, i will strictly stick to work and school, i dunno if they will realize or understand but i am doing this to show and prove how serious and how devoted i am to this relationship and how i will let nothing get in the way of what might be.  

I LOVE YOU

I LOVE YOU

I LOVE YOU

I ALWAYS WONDER IF I DIE WHO WOULD COME TO MY FUNERAL?

sometimes i even doubt if my parents and family would be there!

Well thanksgiving was good and I enjoyed being home with my family for a while. Of course I ate way more than I should have.

I will say that I feel left out a lot latley. Like when I came home and Daniel and Kelley are talking about something and I don't really know whats going on and neither one of them will really tell me, its kind of annoying. Its not just now that I've kind of felt like this, Daniel and Erin are always doing things together and talking about work or just talking about things that I know nothing about, things that happened in the past, or just things that they won't tell me. So I first felt left out from Daniel and Erin and now I feel left out from Daniel and Kelley. Kelley will also talk to Daniel about things that he won't tell me. Here's an example: I wake up this morning and Kelley is already up and getting ready to go have coffee with someone. Well Daniel is still half asleep and rolls over and Kelley is like do I look ok, I was like why are u meeting someone special, and Daniel who is still laying in bed just rolls over and says yeah he told me last night. Well that just adds to my frustration becuase I was up last night just as late as the two of them but neither one talked to me about anything. Sorry for my ranting and raving.

Signed

Pissed cus I don't know whats going on ever with anyone even people close to me, not so much feeling like a princess